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marathon training and breastfeeding

marathon training and breastfeeding

Greetings from the land of the taper! It is a nice place to be, though I’m currently saddled with strep throat… not ideal, gah. I look forward to having a voice and to being able to swallow foods and liquids without pain very soon.

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from a recent run in Anaheim, probably in the throes of strep

Anyway… there’s a lot of information out there about breastfeeding, but perhaps understandably, I haven’t encountered much in the way of women who have breastfed  while training for an endurance event. While I’m not a medical professional or a lactation consultant, I thought I’d at least describe my own experiences with the subject. It’s all anecdotal, but maybe it’ll help contribute something to the conversation.

I’ve heard breastfeeding described before as being one of the most “natural” things a woman can do but also one of the most complicated. At its core, as one ped in Chicago told our childbirth class, you only need two things: a baby and a boob. Simpler still, you can say that BF ultimately boils down to the old economic law of supply (the lactating mother) and demand (the hungry and growing child). Of course, there can be externalities that might affect a woman’s ability to BF her child (should she so choose), but in its most basic state, I believe that thinking of BF in terms of economics makes sense. The baby demands; you, the lactating mother, supply.

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It can be a little tricky when you throw endurance training into the mix. Among other questions I’ve heard or encountered: how do you keep your supply up? How do you account for your child’s demand if you’re not always there to satiate him or her? Can training affect your supply? What about if you have a tough training session; does your milk become saturated with lactic acid (and therefore become unpalatable to your child)? Is it even comfortable to BF and train?

I breastfed my first for 18 months and have been breastfeeding my youngest for nearly 7 months. With my first, I began running again at 6 weeks postpartum (after stopping at about 35 weeks pregnant) and didn’t run my first HM until about 5 months postpartum and my first marathon nearly 1 year postpartum. With my youngest, I ran for the entirety of my 38 week pregnancy and began running again at 3 weeks postpartum, with my first HM at about 3.5 weeks postpartum and my first marathon here in a couple weeks, when she’ll be about 7.5 months old. Again: I’m by no means an expert, but I thought I’d at least throw some anecdotal experiences into the internet because there’s just not a lot out there about BF and endurance training. I don’t know that it’s necessarily that there aren’t a lot of BF endurance athletes out there; I think we’re just not talking about it.

Maintaining supply

What seems to be one of the most important aspects related to BF and endurance training is nutrition. While BF, your body burns additional calories each day (perhaps even up to 500/day), and if you’re training for an endurance event like a marathon, you better believe that you can easily work yourself into a caloric deficit if you’re not careful. Sure, it would be easy and effortless to replace the calories you’re torching from training and BF on shitty stuff like sweets, and while that’s okay (and human!) periodically, you’ve gotta remember to give both yourself and your child quality, nutrient-dense foods. I personally don’t restrict my caloric consumption or count calories, and especially not while I’m BF and training, so I try to just ensure that most of the foods I eat serve some nutritional (and delicious, duh) purpose. Carbs, fats, protein, staying super hydrated – all that stuff matters all the time and especially when you’re balancing BF and training.

I’ve heard/read of some women who say that if they try to restrict their calories while BF, their supply drops. You might find that your body holds on to a few final pregnancy pounds while BF – which apparently serves a biological function – but this might also vary from woman to woman. I’m down to the same weight/clothing size now as I was before I was pregnant, even with the BF and training mix, but I can assure you that I protect my milk supply like it’s gold. Honest to god, I probably eat and drink more than anyone else in my household combined on any given day. My never-ending appetite aside, what matters most here is that my baby is growing and thriving (she’s been 90th+ percentile from the get-go), and I’m consuming enough to be able to fuel my workouts and day-to-day life. My strict-vegetarian-almost-vegan lifestyle sometimes challenges me to create nutrient-dense meals and snacks, but honestly, more often than not, if I’m having trouble piecing together a meal, it means that I need to go to the store. I don’t talk a lot about being an endurance athlete and a vegetarian/vegan because I think people tend to unnecessarily complicate it, and I think the same goes for being a vegetarian/vegan BF endurance athlete. Basically: an overwhelming majority of the time, eat stuff that you know is good for you. Eat enough for you, but also keep in mind your training volume and your growing child.

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Anticipating demand

A staple of marathon training is, of course, the weekly long run (and sometimes even a weekly medium long run or two), so while the majority of your runs will be fairly short, there will be at least one run a week wherein you’ll find yourself separated from your BF child for possibly three or more hours. Before I leave for my LR, I’ll usually pump in the morning (if she’s asleep) and/or feed her before I leave. If my baby is still sleeping, then my husband will have milk readily available, should she wake up while I’m gone. Even if my baby sleeps the entire time I’m gone, pumping sends a message to my body that it needs to continue to produce that same amount of milk for my child (again, that economic principle of s&d); basically, my body made milk + I pumped it out (and/or fed it to my child) = my body hears the message that it needs to make more milk to compensate for what I just expelled.

Furthermore, you might find that you simply can’t run without pumping first, just because you need to slough off the extra weight and pressure. If I don’t pump before a morning run, I honestly think that engorgement would prevent me from even getting down the street. Engorged, milk-heavy boobs basically feel like small weights on your chest. Think of really “full” breast implants, and you’ll kinda get an idea of where I’m going. Hell, when my boobs get too full at night, they wake me up because I get so uncomfortable! Anyway. I read somewhere that the worst thing you can do is to let milk just pool in your boobs because your body interprets that as a decreasing demand signal, so if you’re going to be separated from your child for long, pumping might be in your best interest. The flip side of this, too, is to feed as soon as you arrive home from your run.

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and if you find yourself with a ton of frozen milk that you can’t use, you can always donate it to a local milk bank

Can training affect supply?

So far, my experiences with BF both times make me think that my training hasn’t affected my supply – but that’s me. When my first was little, I was training at a much lower volume (maybe 20-40 mpw) than what I’m doing now (50-65 mpw). I think ultimately this ties into my earlier point about ensuring that you’re satisfying your caloric and hydration needs while simultaneously BF and training. In other words, if your supply is low, that might not necessarily mean that training is diminishing your milk; it might simply mean that you’re not supplying your body with sufficient energy (from the foods and beverages you’re consuming). If you suspect your supply is lessening, I suppose you could always BF your child (and/or pump) more frequently, too – again, the laws of supply and demand. Definitely talk to a lactation consultant though.

Post-exercise milk

Remember when people used to think that women’s uteruses would fall out if they ran? Or what about when people were sure that the best thing a pregnant woman could do was to stay in bed for the duration of her pregnancy? Yeah – times have changed. Similarly, for a while, many people thought that if a lactating woman trained very hard, her body would produce copious amounts of lactic acid that would seep into her milk and thus produce rancid-tasting, inedible nutrition for her baby. Not so. If anything, my experience has been that my milk following a tough training run is a little more salty than usual (sportsbra boob sweat… yum). Towel down, and I bet you’ll be good to go. Your milk will be fine.

Comfort measures

Finally, especially when you first begin BF, your breasts can be super uncomfortable and feel heavy or even hard as your milk is coming in. My experiences have been that the initial discomfort passes and that as your body and your baby “connect” (for lack of a better word), your supply will as well. Even now, if I am separated from my baby for many hours, milk pools and ultimately results in some discomfort and engorgement-like feelings, but it’s nothing like what it was in the very early weeks of BF. If you want to run/train while you’re BF, do what you need to do to make yourself comfortable and to (obviously) meet your child’s nutritional needs. Aside from feeding before or after runs, pumping before or after runs, or even hand-expressing milk in the shower (to instigate a let-down) before or after a run, you might find that investing in a good sports bra can make all the difference in the world or that even doubling-up on bras is the way to go. This is basically an experiment of one, so anticipate some trial-and-error before finding your groove.

Phew – this is a lot of information. More than anything, it’s important to give yourself some perspective. How you decide to feed your child is up to you; if it’s important to you to both BF and train for an endurance event, more power to you. Flexibility is critical during the postpartum stage for all the obvious reasons, and some days you might find that you have to cut a run short because you can feel your milk coming in and want to get back before you get too uncomfortable (been there, done that). Other days, you might not be able to get out at all because your child is going through a growth spurt and is feeding seemingly all the time, pretty much throwing your running window out the door (been there, done that, too). Give yourself permission to take things a day at a time and adjust accordingly. Your BF days will make up such a tiny percentage of your child’s life, whereas in comparison, you will probably be training for endurance events for far longer. It’s not impossible to BF and train for an endurance event, but some planning on your part – and a superior support network at home – I bet you’ll be a-okay.

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Modesto Marathon ’16 training: the first bit

Modesto Marathon ’16 training: the first bit

Hello and happy new year, ya’ll. Hope yours was lovely. Christmas with the kiddos was a lot of fun, and shortly thereafter, we went to Playa del Carmen to meet up with family. It was a blast, and the baby did well on her first flight experience (though she wanted to party the entire 5.5 hour flight back home… oy).

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Going to Mexico = tiring
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Coming from Mexico = baby on a tray table!

With about 10 weeks to go until the Modesto Marathon, I thought I’d write out some quick ruminations on how the first “bit” of training has gone. Some background: I’m a Pfitzinger acolyte, and he divides his training into mesocycles. This time around, I’ve taken a hiatus from my beloved Pfitz and am instead using a custom plan developed by Jason Fitzgerald (of strengthrunning.com fame), customized for yours truly. I’m not writing an overview based so much on mesocycles as I am on a need to vom some thoughts out and think things through.

The big question mark – kinda huge, actually – is that Jason has based all of my pacing guidelines/targets on what I’ve done in the past (roughly, about the past 4 years, since I had A), so it is a bit of a gamble to know exactly how attainable the targets are since I’m coming into training freshly postpartum and off a year of not racing racing, let alone racing a marathon. You never know how things will fare until and unless you try, though, and marathon training is inherently an experiment of one, so I’m just taking things a day at a time and adjusting as necessary. It’s the best and only thing I can do – rolling with things – so you can bet your bottom dollar (who the hell says that?) that that’s my MO.

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I see such weird shit on my runs

The other thing that sometimes rattles me is that I’m working on targets that took me a good two+ years postpartum (after having A) to hit mere months since having Spike. That said, I keep reminding myself that how I am as a runner – my mileage volume, my strengths, my racing experience, whatever – is radically different now. In unscientific terms, I think I’m coming from a different running base, so naturally, my training these days will evolve differently than it did after my first pregnancy. Day at a time. Trust the process, trust the process…

Rather than rehash each week’s training (since I do it daily on Garmin, Strava, and DM), I’ll just highlight the key workouts – the speed stuff and the long runs – that I’ve posted so far. Jason’s program is 18 weeks, but it wasn’t until about 16 weeks in that I committed to Modesto. I usually train for marathons in 10-12 week segments, but hey– first marathon postpartum, I can use all the help I can get.

Weeks 16 & 15

speed: 8 mi with last 4 at steady state (7:10-25 target)

I ran this workout both times out of my home, running up to the base of the foothills, which naturally meant that on the return – when I’d begin my SS miles – I’d be on a ever-so-slight decline. Having not done any speedwork since TSFM ’14, I had no idea how this would go or even what these paces feel like in the first place. Week one’s attempt: 6:38, 6:49, 6:59, 6:56. I clock-watched because I have no feel for speed, and while it was pretty awesome to see some continuous sub-7s for the first time in a while, I internally scolded myself because the paces are prescribed as such for a reason. The next week’s attempt, run over the same route, was mildly more successful: 7:01, 7:04, 7:09, 7:00. Funny how much harder the second week’s attempt felt…

distance: 13 miles (fully conversational pace, 7:45-8:45)

Again, I stuck close to home for this LR and ran the rollers between home and the adjacent town, getting over 500′ of gain with an 8:18 average for 13.31. I understand that the Modesto course is very flat, but I enjoy running hills – remind me later I admitted this – and they kept the LR interesting. When I was supposed to run 13 the following weekend, I bailed. I fell back asleep after feeding the baby before I was about to leave (because let’s face it, squishy baby cuddles > running). My running window opportunity got smaller and smaller as the day wore on, and shitty weather (Bay Area style) sealed the deal. At least my big girl got to run in the Santa Dash (after the rain deluge, before the hail storm).

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Weeks 14 & 13

speed: 9 mi with miles 4-6 at tempo (6:55-7:05 target)

Speed stuff is typically the most challenging for me, in no small part because more often than not, I’m running this stuff by myself and/or in the early-ass hours of the morning. To better accommodate life and baby and my sanity, I do my speed stuff on Saturdays now and follow it with my LR on Sunday: not ideal but doable. Anyway – my first tempo in a year plus – a little intimidating. Best way to mitigate it? Get a buddy! Meredith, training for Boston, had a similar workout, so we ran a lot of this together on the GRT and in the rain. First week’s attempt: 6:34, 6:53, 7. Definitely still not easily finding the prescribed paces, and what an ugly-ass positive split in an attempt to find the right range.

The following week (the week of Christmas) I moved this workout to mid-week to accommodate life, and I surprised myself with an unofficial 5k PR mid-tempo. wut. I ran the WU miles around my hood, getting myself to a dirt track for the tempo portion (read: uninterrupted, vehicle-free running), and yet again, my internal pace gauge was non-existent: 6:22, 6:13, 6:17 (19:31 5k). This felt fantastic – very smooth and controlled – and even with me checking my watch every 400m and telling myself to reign it in, I still felt strong and, when I finished, like I could have kept going. This feeling! Gah, so good to get a glimpse of it again. Now I just need to do it in a race for it to be Athlinks official, ha. (I’ve never gone sub-20!).

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Nothing like running laps and laps in the dark, finishing with the sunrise, and realizing what’s just happened. Wednesday win before 7am: apparently beating a forever-old 5k PR (by a minute!) during a tempo run. 9.16 mi w 3 @ tempo, 7:22 avg, with a 19:31 5k – and I felt like I could keep going. (!!!!) To the doubt that often leaves me questioning everything: peace out. No time for you, homegirl. #runwolfpack #seenonmyrun #runSJ #teamrunthebay #runlocal #postpartumrunning #modestomarathon #strengthrunning

And then I came home, and the baby rolled over for the first time, and it was Christmas Eve, and it was basically the most awesome day ever.

distance: 15 miles (fully conversational, 7:45-8:45)

I ran the first 5 solo and then picked up Saurabh for the remaining 10, averaging 8:11 on the STACT/Baylands for 15.13. The run felt pretty challenging – I’ve gotta nail down my fueling stuff mid-run and actually remember to implement it – but we did it. I’m pretty sure at the end of this run I uttered something along the lines of I cannot fathom running a marathon right now. Healthy respect, if not fear, of the distance – welcome back!

When I ran the second iteration of this run, I did it the day after my unofficial 5k PR, on Christmas Eve morning, in what was probably the shittiest conditions that I’ve run in since living here. I ran this again over the rollers on a modified course between SJ and the adjacent town and got over 800′ vert at an 8:20 average for 15.57. I was so happy to be done with this run because my feet hurt; they had gotten wet early in the run, had wrinkled, and the friction between my wrinkles, my socks, and my shoes were making me ache like hell. +1 for mental toughness I guess.

Week 12

speed: 8 miles with 6×1′ @ 10k race pace , 2′ jog in between (6:45-50)

Skipped. We were in Mexico, and even though I brought all my running stuff and my pump and could have done it, I just didn’t. It would have been a huge inconvenience, and I wasn’t interested in playing Life Tetris on vacation in order to get a run in (and most likely on a treadmill, no less). In fact, I didn’t run at all on vacation. Ask me how guilty I felt about it.

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Distance: 15 miles with last 3 at marathon race pace (7:35)

Praise be to Allah for Meredith schlepping out to SJ early on Sunday mornings for our long runs. I hadn’t run in a week, she was coming off a tiring travel + rock-climbing schedule, so we were quite the pair on this. I didn’t read my schedule before beginning and just assumed that the MRP was a 7:30. Next time, I’ll remember to read. I needlessly worked my ass off for 7:26, 7:34, 7:22, which is funny considering how effortless my 5k time felt the week before. I chalked this up to a lot of stuff, mainly not running for 7 days, the preceding day’s Mexico-CA travel, the 4.5 hours of sleep I got and some expected welcome-back-from-Mexico gastrointestinal mid-run shit storms (you’re welcome). I’m not too worried, though it was a little discouraging to feel like my ass got handed to me in my first MP workout in over a year. Onward.

This is already ridiculously long for a high-level overview, so I’ll save the rest of my bantering for my next internal monologue … or my next post. While my confidence might be wavering a bit right now because I can’t fathom the distance again, I think I’m where I should be. I think. Trust the process… trust the process…